The spores of thought.. lost without a fight
No battle of mind with the feelings I hide
And lost, without a chance, I\'ve never been told
I\'m alone in the world... and her face is cold
Ripples
I’ve touched my dreams, when they were fulfilled
She seems even nearer, once again have I sinned
So perfect... so imaginary, as out of this world
Yet more real than anybody, and more real than my
Gaze... the stars above, read their signs
Surrounded by the very air we breath
Flying through heavens, no ground below our feet
You must be waiting for me there already
Where love means more than
The four dimensions of time
Step inside, step inside
Turn all your clocks
Come on in, welcome to time
Walk up; there is no roof above you
Don\'t look down, the abyss may gaze
Step aside, make
I have no words
lost them on the edge of time
and I speak to you in thoughts
I have no feelings
lost them in mid-flight
and then I found happiness
I have no soul
lost it in a dream,
and
sinking in myself
And, oh, the lake is deep
You never knew the pains
Of he who was once me
The candle fire\'s dim
Fading to the dark
Ah, the pain within
Never trust your heart
Sunset of
Her hand\'s scorched skin
touching me now, as I sleep
What we now dream can not be seen
How else do you find me but sick?
Crumble, crumble, down again
Feel the most terrible of pain!
And
Mild imperfection, enchanted by lies
Blisfully ignorant, the pain in my eyes
Oh, how I desired, for Her how I mourned
And burned by the fire, had I not endured
Her touch, even hollow, had I been
And while I was twitching, in hate and despair
Thou shalt have seen me, beginning to stare
And how I stared at the knife, being scared
Assuming that end myself I would not dare
Thou seek me out,
There\'s snow in front of me,
and on the ground
The covers of my soul,
sweet lies from thy mouth
And never shall I sing
with voice so deep again
For you shall dance with me
as long as I\'m
Despondent of living,
Lost in bleakness
A soul forgiving
Shrouded in coldness
In blissful ignorance
Dreaming life away
the despairing chance
Of being led astray
extolled to the ground
An
Madness closing in on me
Fading all that I see
Time will let us be
Fear of being free
Distorted reality..
A touch of pure sanity
Burning fire light
The candles at my side
No, I don\'t have
Is it not patethic?
How I always try the same
To be nothing but a skeptic
All of this to you I blame
I am scared of me
tie me to a cross
lock my mind away,
cover me in moss
I have had
The answer to my madness
Oblivious silence
Dream now of my love
Oblivious rose
Brought down to my knee
Oblivious me
Hiding deep inside
Oblivious night
Stench of rotten hopes
Oblivious
Cut on the edge of madness
Sanity bleeding with guilt
Indeed nothing\'s what it seemed
In the shape of things to come
And the fog that clouds your judgement
Only you are left alone
Shell of
Silhouettes of time
Blending into the contrast
Of ages past, millennia
Yet to come, consumed and worn
Silhouettes of life
Scarcely biding their own time
Turning into what they
Somebody, somewhere
Smelling bleeding flowers
I used to love her
In the passing of the hours
Somebody, sometime
Never knowing why
Somehow lost inside
Asking questions, telling
I was lying prone after a perfectly still day. I heard the sun come up, I heard the world\'s silences and its disruptions. And then I heard the sun set. After that, I was left alone. For hours and
She would sit.
I would be happy
As the rain would fall on me
She would leave
I would be dying
That\'s the way I\'m meant to be
She would die
My corpse still lying
In the rain, for all to
I still don\'t know time;
After all I have been walking
For so long I have already lost
everything...
And what I stand for
Is not of the essence.
I could tell you that I had once been
In
I have it in sight
Sunken in mind
Drunken in thought tonight
Heartache in the dawn
In scarlet coffin prone
Wasted feelings, all are gone
Dwelling oblivious
A soul so grievous
beshrew
I couldn\'t stare into the sun
Or smell the blazing heat of dust
Eternity was here, and gone
For Her\'s my unforgiving lust
I could not lie, nor say a word
For thoughts of crimson all were