taste the sun in my wound
inviting,
unwinding,
descent.
my nails carve deeper and deeper
into thy cold light -
another voice,
another sigh;
our dead faces - opaque
thy solar charm -
fuel, fire, ash…
do we have the right to take ourselves from ourselves?
weak and easily frightened
- by still unknown details -
our dying tribes
mourn in the sunset…
in an endless
frail fires to the sky
to cover the cries of the moon;
as bitter tears drown in blood
a burning flood adorns the gloom
pour water on thyself
for drastic seasons are at hand
no law or limit do
one is never truly alone
that\'s why I\'ll hide in caves
(to escape the excruciating pain)
I... can not bear your touch...
I have unleashed the senses
into magical incidents
(in search of my
have you seen
the high moon
of unknown tribes?
defiant, it sings them
out of the kingdom
of night.
before all war
we wander within
the scorched forest.
the paths taste of ash
even
all as before...
yet I recall thy voice
and its archaic plea:
look for me...
(sometimes I can hear it inside the walls)
within the dimness
I have kept thy realm
with screaming
just say:
alive.
still breathing
in the stillness of your lungs...
I\'m alive...
and I\'m bleeding...
for everyone...
outside?
what about... inside...
into the stillness of your
I struggle to escape
the weariness, the fever
my altar the bleak soil
the offering fresh heather
whispers are drowned in sweat
I curse not as I rave
and hollowed eyes mind their lore
the
again we wonder...
bearing torches ablaze
again, ready to defy ourselves
with war-worn weapons....
the hungry fire tribes
will wing their way to the battle
we\'ll face the red
again we stand
ready to defy nature...
as grim dirges
summon the stars
the wind carries
our cries of war
to the altars of madness
adorned with wildflowers;
hold water in thy sieve
and spell
I walk untrodden fields
in my bare cell
- seaweed and tar
dry on moss cold stones
in the core of wet caves;
the cold spreads soundlessly
yet sweat bites into my cracked lips-
let me wipe the
whispers frighten us...
as frenzies grow calm
embroidered with vines
ancestral solstices unfold
clouds are galloping wildly,
the wind is growling wilder
to call rain to the
do you know who we are?
we have invaded this body millenia ago
in order to keep alive the dying
the more they suffer
the less we feel
yet we have unleashed the senses
in an ominous
I found refuge in sleep
but I am aware-
painfully aware
that light\'s deep inroads
will eventually find me
even here...
between sleep and wakefulness
I experience trance like dreams
without
scourging winds
banish the redden tears
into the four dismal caves
and now their low murmur
echo the voice of thy own tongue
these sullen waves
horrible and cold
creep through forgotten
the moonstone bleeds
at the heart of wild woods
and the still, pale waters
slip deep in death, asleep
upon a hail of daggers
thy barren womb
will bloom again
crimson
scarlet
red
in dire
I sigh while I sturggle for breath
reddened beyond speech.
the circle of silence is renewed
and I find myself
a prey to panic
in a huge temple cold and deserted
the high place of worship
of a
words slay in cold blood
the long unbroken silence
you know- life looms hidden everywhere-
yet I have abandoned all hopes
in stone places
where howling whispers
run in the deeply hidden
I shivered in the dusk, the moon
would crown the night, the wind
would gather leaves, the autumn gloom
would stain the light and then my mind....
sleep now.....
red bugs entering my mouth to discover my unspoken words
earwigs entering my ear to revel in my unthought dreams
dragonflies eating my eyes to see the beauties of my death
hearthworms entering
holy fire
burn my skin
reach inside
touch me
within!
holy water
wash my grins
clear the aspect
of my
dreams!
holy air
undo my being
clear the essence
the bloods
spring!
holy
eternal winds...
forever burning flames....
immortal flows...
and earth - my church - with deep carved veins
hear my will:
enlighten me
though I am getting
darker still...
from conquered emptiness
they rise
sad, ancient songs
for crimson moon
burning so hard
its light so clear
ever guiding
the tides through gloom
inspiring the drunken bard
to sing of death