Thoughts III

And the cherry is on the cake. You put it very gently, like you didn’t even care. Know how people say that every individual has two faces. I don’t want to believe it, but have you shown your other side? Cause if so, I’m telling you, for I care, hide it. You’re not that person, your eyes say so. Beautiful inside, please protect yourself. If you can’t control it, at least let me. God! I know you don’t realize it. You’re letting the waves get you. Ask for help, the water is too cold! A very small part of my essence is asking: “Are you really not seeing what you’re leaving behind or just do not care?” Have you… Forget it. I’ll lay my wings somewhere. Always thought you’d be the best place in the whole wide world, but… I’m sorry, I regret this is happening. And not cause I’m hurt, but because I want you to be happy. And…Are you? Think a little bit. Oh…I got it. I’m just a wind passing by. What I do and say does not matter at all. That’s how your heart sees me. I’m right, ain’t I? Still, thank you! If you had not existed, I would not have been able to write so freely. Split my core, mind! It’s easy… for you…