To: Huseyin Avni Dede
We were not born in the right era
Were behind the time
Perhaps in the front
When received the 960 insignia from Dede
Our soul had
Sometimes the morning sun
Midday my cheerfulness
At dew fall my sorrows
When I’m talking writing my thoughts
In my brain firmly hidden secret
Like my pen touching the paper
My sadness becomes
Having a good time at horizon
By spreading it’s scarlet
Tulle curtain
To the sea
Woken-up from asleep
The snow is insidious fox
Troubled clouds
Cross with each other; weeping
Scattered
They said that “children had written it all”.
I walked on it when no one was there
the paints were written colourless
On my wall
I had scratched it with my nails
Times had passed...
And
you have hidden your face in between the rocks
i looked
your gaze were offended waves
if i stand in front of you
would you calm down?
i envy the sea-gulls dancing over your head
eternal
I have stowed away my passion
on the rump of pains
I have sieved on my mother’s head-scarf
breached fantasies…
and washed in your eyes
I had painted the horizon red
leaking blood, from your
Wicked silence
Will wreck your mood
Today…
Pensive smile on
Your sea-gull lips…
Mania anthem in your eyes
Zephyr breeze in your voice
Ready to blow/ tepid cold
From your violin eye-brows
Tracking the time
At the intervals of my pen
Silent on paper
Ready to explode
For the poems
Not letting go off my collar
My pale-yellow room
They know
My loneliness/…
Hey! Walls
Stop
Who knows in forty six years?
How many forty six
My eyes touched lightly to your shores Istanbul.
How many fort six steaming
Welcomed Bostanci station
With the rails symphony
Until
in the apple of your eyes
had drunk the sea
bathed on the shores of
your lips
to my suffering
your shoulder
were a port for me
in the stormy weather
have found refuge
and cooled
in the
The man; as distressed
His skies were melting
Cloudburst in his eyes
Jealous of the sea-gulls’
Misses running in the meadows
When staring at the horizon
Memories of his kite days; falling
if i were a sculptor
i would have sat at the shores of Mediterranean before i started creating...
and would insert my hands to your heart and hurt you,
because you have lied to me Cyprus
i had to
- I -
with its black rebellious hair
eyes are laden
like one beautiful woman
the moon is looking from the hilltop
the sea has collected her glints
and towed away
verses are poem.
- II
my passion…your honey leaking eyes…
had left marks in my heart your cotton field palms
when I kissed inflamed my lips
your breath at the mild spring breeze...
and when the clouds were striking at
MY LOVE - II -
i am scared of approaching you
i can’t tell/how desperately i want to make love to you
i had slept at your bosom, touched your skirts
sat at your peak…
if there is no place
you look like a mountain/standing like no other
grew-up in your bosom…
i had known every stone, every rock, every spring, birds,
worms, butterflies and jasmine plant, rosemary, and basil.
i
clear water/in the night sky
the stars are falling
on me/…
i choose one
the smart moon is grinning
from the end of their shoulders
the clouds laid an ambush
i have torn the white veil
of the
the words don’t fit into
the lines
walking with my son and Birkan
at İstiklal avenue
is Liberty.
Poem by: Atilla Elüstün 26.8.2004 - Taksim/İstanbul
Translation by: Günsel Djemal-
for the first time
and after months
i’m drinking for your honour/lonely
finally i’m cross with the moon
i had drawn the curtains tightly
not to spoil
insisting saucy
in between the
it’s late…
i say! you’ve got lot’s of work to do
in spite of İstanbul
i’m abandoning thee, from my heart from my world
i’m departing…
taking my greedy loneliness
saddled the pain on my
i’m not weak tonight/…
the stars are bright
even the full moon is sarcastic
i am singing the oceans ballad
standing determined and strong
the mist will drift away
by dawn
when volcanos are
I am a pen
sharper than the sword
and only yours
open your eyes
wear your liberty on your face
at the eternal cloudless
tear into pieces the mystery of time
haughty and madly
take off their
have you ever thought?
when it falls
how it blights thy heart
separation
in one word
merciless and mysterious
the leaver doesn’t return
weak and disloyal
the one behind doesn\'t
unexpectedly
last night the moon
struck ineffectively upon my window
i had made a promise to the sea
were going to plant phosphorescence
to its bossom
ashamed; to approach
my pockets are