writing is like this:
you go to the local library and borrow a book
you go back home and read it
after a couple of days you return it
later you remember there was a passage
that you would
write every word
as if your life doesn’t matter
there are more terrible things
happening in the world
and you know
you will not be spared
write every word
as if your life depends on
they came early in the morning
faceless black shadows
they broke the entrance door
and searched meticulously
every inch of the house
they turned everything upside down
cut the back of the
i would have wanted
something like the river of my childhood
the faint noise of slow water
bird songs and muddy shores
full of wonders
or something like the sweet red wine
of my father\'s
when it becomes deafening
like a cliché
you could insert various things into your ear
a yellowish flat key
turn and turn again
until
depending on what side of the silence you live in
a door
the only friend you betray
is sleep
hidden in a dark corner
at the edge of perception
your masks/faces
are melting into one other
tears will withdraw
and eyes will go dry
don\'t wait for
consider this page
the distorting mirror of a sea:
taste its salty air
hear the cries of the gulls
feel the tongues of the waves
kissing your feet
consider this poem
the outstretched hand of
at the narrow end at every hour
the endless minutes cram together like orphans
i’m breathing a black porridge
sticky and hot
my blood is fiercely dashing to the shore
a rock is hanging from my
in my world
i have unearthly powers
i am immortal
unaffected by space-time
i can travel wherever i want
whenever i want
i am a god
i can fight
i can kill
i can save
nothing is
... when i came to see you
it was a sunny summer day
i walked along the riverbank
passing through gardens and bogs
i even cut my leg in a barbed-wire fence
ruining my new jeans
i crossed
a solid silence welcomes you
right from the entrance
shaded gravestones
victorian angels with dirty bodies
transfer to your backbone
an alien coldness
artificial flowers
are scattered
the frozen membrane
is starting to flicker
heated by the smouldering fire
a massive wound blossoms
nothing slides on anymore
the air is sucked in
light and darkness
are bonding in
Deeper and deeper I’m going in the labyrinth, chasing the more and more fading away phantom of an old Ariadne.
When I learned that there was no Minotaur and I’d been lured inside so that I’d let
i’m walking the streets with half-closed eyes
so i can see the emaciated masks
of my friends of misery
but the people are all strangers
and i no longer dare look anyone in the face
vampire –
i don’t like writing poems
i hate this superhuman struggle
to give a shape to my dreams & thoughts
in the end i come to understand
the futility of everything
soap bubbles bursting in the
when the moon is rising
like in the gothic novels
i sneak up over the wall
of the lost paradise
barefoot i step
on the green grass of the truth
my blood merges
with the dew of the
surrounded by an eerie silence
and by frames with no pictures
darkness is setting
over the windows
a faint odor of burning flesh
creeps under the door
like a warning
there’s no place to
there’s an absence
everywhere i look
invisible horses
are cropping the lawn
no birds on the sky
but i can hear
the wings beating
and the wind
rustling the branches
my blood
is a
tears shed
for no particular reason
salty drops of wax
are still hanging
into thin air
echoes
of mad laughter
are running back and forth
through empty hallways
of memory
i chop off
a
still i stand on the shore
of an unknown sea
no sound meets the ear
only the rhythmic breathing
of the water
like the one of a dormant giant
in front of me
there are two bottles
each one
on the white of this paper
i’m a bird wandering in the mist
but
all the deaths have been born
all the lives have been lived
all the births have been died
it knows my toys
my limping my
crushed under the weight of the decayed air
my brain suppurates the reality with blood
crouched in my own helplessness
a foetus in the death’s uterus
i’m rediscovering in the dark
the
the self-portrait
is made by furiously hitting the face to a wall
until
the encephalon breaks to pieces
the lime becomes a mask of the extroversion
the death’s breath is liquefying
and the
there certainly is in this world
resembling a drawer full up with dirty laundry
a spot for which i’m longing
like a sexual slave for erotochine
a place that viscerally guides me
as if i’m a