Thoughts XV

You see, just how it was predicted by God knows who. Too sensitive to what surrounds me, get hurt easily and the first thing I do is cry. This entire situation can be, don’t know if it will, but can blossom. Don’t want to create a balloon of pity around me from you or anyone else, therefore sit here between iron bars and concrete walls. It’s not as it used to, otherwise I would not have invented this feeling of remorse, confusion, sorrow and last but not least, regret. Came to the conclusion that people circle around many worlds: those of their friends, family, colleagues and some other special individuals. In my opinion when one is captured by flames, the others should take action and give one’s essence the power to move on. Or, the people involved should build a plan, but that’s if they cared. Someone told me about an event that occurred while being away from home and made me ponder. Just two girls, one bond, a scissors that appeared from nowhere. A minute everything shined, the next one of them found herself alone in the middle of an unknown territory. What else could she do other than to seek for her companion. Could not be found, not the real meaning of the word “find”, but… don’t know if you understand. The one involved surely does. And that moment she too was sad, upset, a feeling which combines many emotions. Fought in retreat to see herself far away. Do not know the end, but one thing I’m sure about, her supposed mate is not as she thought: left her “calm down and do nothing, the best way to solve this”. Heard the story from each side, both with their personal thoughts. What do you think reader, which one is the leader: the feeling or the friend? Who shall open a new window for her? Yeah… I hope she wasn’t captured by “it”.