Thoughts XI

When did I take such a decision? Wait. I didn’t. Others had that power. I only finished the story. It was about. Oh…I know. Same old tale in which your soul breaks for it had not been spoken to, kept warm, embraced since… Tired. Want to be anywhere else but here. By the way, I opened a window a few days ago, to watch the blue chance come back. It almost got it when impossibility showed up as fasta as a thunder and shattered my vision, then hands freezing, pure face, nothing more. Should I stop?~thinking~ Maybe not. I feel more relaxed this way. You do not notice my presence. not that you don’t see me, cause you do. Just… not as sincerely as your eyes used to once. Now its “hello” and “goodbye”. Between, the fraction of second, transformed into hope. Havents said anything about it in a long time. Cause it’s gone, only a shadow remained present, just like…someone I know. I miss the similarity that laid among ideas and the feeling that my soul shall be healed whenever. Yeah… that awful wind. I don’t get close because I already feel something slipping away and I then remain only a figure in the desert. At least now, I have some traits left.