Thoughts X

You’re a cloud flying among others. You made them feel love, tenderness, everything good they wanted…towards you. Now, I don’t know, more shallow as the days pass. No expression, only a yell deep within. What happened? When have you changed so much? Do not recognize you. Not even your own soul… that innocent face cannot do that either. No. I thought about something which I believe will sound interesting even to you. Remember how the sky flew, body jumped, heart too and did not stop smiling? You should listen to your own pieces of advice: “Cheese” every time no one else can gather some broken glass. “Life is not about sad moments, but about seconds, minutes and hours of joy”. Wow, my dear conscience, first time you’ve spoken out loud. Let me tell you something. I wish I could turn back time and meet those two ~thinking~, no, three good friends all over again. I would have told them: “please hang on to me soon in the future, for my heart is already trembling.” And maybe I wouldn’t have to be witness at such a falling, others going… Where are the stairs? If I just stay a little, my mind slips and opens that drawer from way back. Everything is messed up..lack of embraces, eye to eye contacts. Yes! There is no more probability, only truth. The one and only thing that keeps haunting me. Is it face? I wish… of course there are times when simple things determine a longer breath, shinier light, but they can also offer disappointment, a heavy flower on my chest. Ain’t here! Got it! I’m just in the wrong place at the wrong time…at this moment.