Thoughts VI

Now I’m here. The next minute I’m not. Thoughts are filling a clear path towards tranquillity. Somewhere on the sides are the people that I love. I see arrows flying from me to them. Some are coming back right that moment, some… Do I see you? Yes, I guess I do, but ~thinking~ it’s only your shadow. Inner light present too. It’s odd how these two are present in the same “room”. I’m here. You’re there. Oh, I’m sorry; it’s only your shade. It is standing still. I imagine that everything will be like this. Right? Time has passed; make no move, me or you. Tired of how this evolves for I have never imagined, I have never thought you would hide your face…What else can I do? I feel freer when I write my thoughts as they come... You know what? Have something to tell you: I pretended to be a stranger and for about 5 minutes I succeeded. Then I let my mind fly, no words, couldn’t walk. Just looking up at that warm ray the sun sends down or resting my eyes, crystal- clear water covering them. I do know why. Every time I start thinking I…~sigh~. And that’s when I need… most. Right that moment, my heart is as cold as melancholy and needs heat from that person who stopped sending an arrow back. And, are you present, or do you even see me? No…