So what if?

So what if I’m crying for no reason to be shown at this point in the conscious part that I have still left? I got used to it, but it still hurts like hell. You think you know, but you’ve got no idea. I wanna seize the day, no more conversations without a purpose, no more actions from some people that grab my entire life and take it away in an instant, without a will to do anything anymore. It won’t change my… but everyone’s who knew me… consider what you desire, but it’s still breaking me loose. So what if I’m laying low? I don’t have a reason, or so I see to rise up and tell a story. Crush them already so I can be free, stare into my eyes and swear the 10th sky will give me… life before everything else. So what if you’ve once again stolen time to spend it with a ghost? It’s the same… just the same ache I’ve encountered so far. I’m fine, always, never, forever and a day, who’s gonna miss me? It’s merely a change… don’t worry, your lives do go on… always alone, but it’s only a state, not bothering… I cannot be killed for I’m dead already… jump! Sunday, 23 December 2007 01:25:09