Happy Birthday song

I bought you a blue coat today to frame your long blond hair I hope you will wear it. I have two daughters, you know one seven, nine soon the other you would have been eleven. I have no words, you would've thought after all this time, I did. I cannot speak. I spit fireworks from my mouth when your heart beats in the tongue of the clock If I was this mermaid, like they believe I am I would have swam the Atlantic to you. one day shall we tell them the truth? we all have our fears, Marvin is getting smaller,mummy I hope you can you see us through all that light, waving, tinkling with love. Happy Birthday. And if we meet in Heaven have your blue coat on, I'll still wear you, the shot in my belly.