29

you\'re old before your time and you do not need me *lungs dried with tobacco* you\'re almost thirty and you think you\'re accomplished *finger stains on your books* there\'s an ashtray on your desk - You always forget to empty it - Or maybe you like to watch the pile growing with a sick kind of pleasure *in your pocket a pack of King Edwards and keys* sometimes you think about getting married - you\'ll have to try it one day - not today *moisturizer for a seared sagging face* you cling to the illusion that this is just the beginning [not all choices have been made and there are so many things out there awaiting to provide you with the thrill of \"first time\" - I should know] that you\'re still young and still *herbal solutions to prevent loss of hair* you are blase and alone and you\'re tired of smoking and you do not need me