I want Stars from agonia!

What seems to be the problem!!! I\'m here on this desk waiting for something. waiting for a precious, that is better than any riches. I strived and cried, for so many months of waiting. I made my works to the fullest of my limit, but still nothing happens. I\'ve waited for so long, waiting for someone to give me stars. Ohh my God what have I done, to suffer this consequences, to be stucked for nothing, being so dumb like a dull rock. The stars are my reason, to give the fullest I have, a star that will make me stand up, with so much pride and courage. STARS....STARS....STARS......come on and reach me. As I reach you with all my heart, you still run, so fast as a wild horse, don\'t run from me just give me a chance,a chance to show that I\'ve got what it takes.