The Desert of a Void

I was wondering one chilly afternoon, as gloomy as my soul is, along the deserted alleys of the Solitude. I was sensing the nothingness begging my embracing and my whole mortal body was trembling with cold, with fear? I do not know anymore- I forgot! The indifference eas penetrating me and I was struggling with might and main to resist its temptations. I think I lost the battle in the end... The surroundings were grey, hazy and my ailing heart was broken by the phantom of forgiveness. I was slowly drowning in Lethe. A strange feeling flooded my mind: it was hindering me to advance. Was this real or it was just in my imagination? I do not know anymore- I forgot! \"Oooone...\", I yelled uncounsciously. \"Oooone...\", I heard a fade voice, but as scared as mine. \"I am saved\", I whispered to myself,\"there is somebody else here to ease my pain!\", but the happiness did not last longer than a moment. The voice dissapeared and I remained just \"ONE\" strolling along the street of Solitude. Am I dead or have I met the immortality of time? Do not worry, there is nothing to be frightened about dear reader, this is just my nightmare. Or maybe... maybe not... who knows? I do not know anymore- I forgot!