I am numb at hot commercials

I am numb listening Jim Morrison's songs drinking tequila in Havana Club reading WikiLeaks founding story. I am numb kissing my lover's photo pretending to be an important person at work writing nonsensical poems in a black notebook. You have to wake up from your state of misery, wake up from your numbness, perceive beyond cholesterol level and midnight sex. Your numbness grieves like a disease creeping on your back like an old lady's arthritis. Waking up slowly and listening to jazz while creamy oily baths will sink your desperate sense of dependency into morning sexuality.