andreea l.

I\'ll hide in the palm of your hand tomorrow to drench the sun inside your mouth and watch the night fall over

sitting there between my shoulders counting your nineteen/twenty steps on the surface of water

today I got hit by a tram and now I\'ll grow myself another life from your shadow

from Krapp to Krapp missing the time when people still threw pianos out the window her body was a battlefield he switches on records this last tape of the self if and death has

in light we choke while drawing circles in the mud alone no clowns to bring us home the still warmth of the dead it\'s in your eyes a last goodbye to vomit skies

can\'t find myself a second mask

fish blood dripping down the kitchen sink you want them to defrost in silence disemboweled but couldn\'t see what I\'ve seen, mother there is no silence

that\'s me in the corner tell me the rodent\'s fairytale

look at me now arms outstretched to the ground no mirrors, mother

her ego -trapped- in bandages of pixels saint marionette a failure foe. she wears the bowler hat not I blinded by absence - undertow (moth angels slow - with wings of

dissect the bird, front row spectator

abbatoir voices communicate silence

postsuicidal licence pills to shut your mouth I hide inside your wrists wide open underground pulse surrogate in nude cracked eyes asleep alive it\'s in your fists the

living by the stone the laughing blind man in laconic agony raped of his self knowing the night is of no end he never stops death in lucidity: sedated void strong urge to

veins stapled razor blade child

come and sit by the piano would they cut me in half, mother?! put your ear against the wall

back door god astray for the vagabond sixpence in self-defence

nowhere to hide underneath the muck hands tied in prayer choke the sleepwalkers sulk in the absurd

walking eyes wide shut in window ledge aphasia do not kneel

bullets running down his throat in laughter spineless the bunker sacrament no antidote and wires in his brain not Prozac whores listen, sir! doublethink the corridors the wheelchair

cutthroat razors boundary-bound amnesia soul contraband sleepless swallowed whole suicide

the madman doesn\'t recognize the blank side of the mirror put him inside stitch smothered scalpel blind behead the wrists drown deny the future present past tie the

the fish in prolix speech prayer of the folly clothed worm Underworld immersion the choked reality of the bone graveyard of windows high above the wall knife-scented revelation devil

zombie reign clockwork religion introvert insane hidden neurosis of the Freudian mundane death designs drencrom\'n\'synthemesc lights compendium of moth-rats, mutilated fireflies living by