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never a better poet as I am now, today I’m only playing upon my concepts
between god and I; I still feel wired reading his poems –
it’s better for me to fantasize a little, better if I
for quite a while I haven’t been able to fantasize anything at god’s ear
there are levels over levels of mouths – echoes, teeth, vapours, saliva –
until I reach it, I risk loosing all my sense of
AB