it happens all the time
this rush spread around
brings a bad omen
pull yourself together and just let me know
when an eye is growing from your hand
dilated on my cheek
menacing
bluish
pull
as it may happen sometimes
I cannot remember if anyone came to support me
I did not have any lipstick kisses on my cheek
or probably I could not see them in the mirror
only my bamboo was smiling
you come to me as the voices at night
in broad daylight
and you cannot see me blossomed with grief
my friend bought a house with daisies
I am in the cellar and cut their stalks
for you in
I am curling my fingers inwards
one by one
like writings from the palm I am scrawling now
not from the tip of my fingers
in my palm
I totally rebel against me
this thought is stalking me
an
after lovemaking
you knackered
strip your soul of flesh and bones
and I turn round on one of my faces
I close my eyes
to embroider on him like on an edgeless tapestry
a red whale
that is
