This is the path I\'ve chosen
The road I was meant to walk alone
Far away is my hope
The one that keeps me hanging on
Feel the blood dripping down my hand
Hear its sound when it hits the
Stabbed by my past
Just when I started crawling to let go
There is no rest, no pleas and no regrets
For this sinful soul
Haunting memories
Make me live it on and on
I take such a deep
Feeling this pain
That’s already part of my heart
I walk on layers of dreams
Dreams that to me seem so real but yet I
Fear that they’ll fall apart with me
Fantasies made my world
Looking at my life’s emptiness
I try in vain
To find the missing part of what remains
But the search is not helping
Saving me as I wanted it to
It’s pulling me down
Giving me hope
On the surface there\'s clearly nothing left for me
I\'ll have to dive again even though I can\'t swim
Searching for something else than water around me
Something I can touch and make mine
To me
The world is only what I see
And I\'ve always seen you here for me
But I\'ve finally opened my eyes
And realised that my believes were wrong
You\'re gone
And I break into
I laugh as I see
My reflection on the water
I know I may be
Someone I never wanted
And now I cry
As the image fades away slowly
Though I\'ve tried
I can\'t find a way
To be
