Bloody hell that...
you were back and forth
like a yoyo
every time you came
It wasn’t very much
appreciated
your ego makes me vomit
I’m tired of your
screams
you have turned my life
into
There was a mother
from Mediterranean
they named her Cyprus
who gave birth to
too many children
and they all died
the olive trees mourned
inside the bloody soil
and drunk too much
red
Just because
of the keyboard
I strike every morning
and
an empty inbox
is blank
hitting my face
I know you would blame it
as technological
error
you are on the pause mood
surrounded with
I won’t bother
just hold of
this is the battle
I’m having
did promise
didn’t come
you may say
must be that...?
I agree
mind you there’s no harm
in wording...
generally
I need to see
poetry is selfish
poet writes for himself/herself
forwhy poet is selfish
when he/she commits to the paper
then it belongs to the people.
Gunsel Djemal-Bromley Road-London 30/7/2009
Poetry is everything,
life style in other words...
it’s life itself,
written version of life
poetry is honest,
rebellious and it is the picture of words
or it is a picture falling from
i will light my last cigarette
while drinking my Shiraz wine
i will set on fire
everything we lived
i won’t be looking back
when i’m departing
to the ashes
remainder from you...
i will
the clouds are the memories
of the rain/you are mine
they asked to knit a poem for you
one word drops, i stare and watch
from me to you...
my lost speeches...
every time i miss you
i look and
in this rainy weather today
i thought rain would wash
my cravings for you away…
sudden tears in my eyes
just to protect you
from any harm
i close my eye lids
to protect you
my lashes are
i stopped and kissed the gate
i walked through the park
hoping to see
beloved
the park is lonely as i...
may be i’m late
the only awake souls are
the foxes’ right now
the night is
walking down the Half-Moon-Lane
the clouds were crying
the wind was yelling and blowing crazily
stirring the branches of the
giant maple tree
disturbed birds
flutter sadly
for another
this morning
i thought i heard the
the chant of the ezan
mingling with the
sounds of the church bells
as the earth’s sounds are
in my ears
again i’m breasting the
day break on lonely
wine scenery
my table
with the glowing candle light
my purple room/gazing at you
you are my breath
inside your black and white
photograph
its cork
made from the olive bead
when it lands on
my mind floated
with the visions
and dreams
i flew in the dark skies
towards the east
into the past
that was my heart’s mission
seeking you
on the moon, in every shining star,
on the peaks
In my shattered moments
you appeared to me
in that house...
disguised as a black knight
stood tall and dignified
with one look
wiped away my tears
then I kept you
in the warmth of
my
oozing from one end to the other
sucking the night
dripping
wiping the dark
from the wounded hearts
comes blue...
light red painted
with it’s blossomed green flowers
my extended
I drunk
in your honour
on my balcony
gazing at my
beautiful garden
went to bed
with you
woke-up
you were only my
duvet and pillows!
Gunsel Djemal 1/5/2009 Bromley Road-London
you will hear the screams
of your heart
silent tears will fall
inside your dark cells
in your cold heart
your eyes will search for
a warm touch
one day you will love me again
you will
I was confused and upset
I wanted to know
what was wrong with me?
I went to see my doctor
“What can I do for you?
your appointment is only
for 20 minutes”
he said
hey! doctor
I’m tired of
Come
With your long arms
And soft hands
come...
remove that insecure
cardigan from
my shoulders
undo the buttons of
my skins refusal
grey dress
lift the heart aching
veil from my face
and
With my teeth I will bleed the
Sun...
on top of that I will drink *raki
don’t you worry mother...
I will resurrect my father...
*raki=Turkish Ouzo
Poem by: Atilla Elustun 21.06.2009
either all is read
or
every once in a while
all is said
your bed is made of
jasmine petals…
who knows?
first you are conceived
then given birth
they put you into a cradle
and you start to
i changed the
colour of
the sigh
of my agony
into red
i wonder
would you know?
where my
wound is
what kind of
fear
bottles up
the smell of the
broken heart?
i will change
the colour
I don’t know
If the candle
Still burns
For me
In your heart
Where should
I look for you
Which word is bad?(In public)
If I offend you
By addressing as
My Love
It is how I talk
Are the