She broke all her homes
To keep her shell prim
She ran from her loves
To not lose her grace
Men\'s lust was a backdoor
To where she\'d stay her
She married a fool
Because time fought
She lived with her father in an 18th century chateau
The very age when Sade\'s brain went for a walk
Only to come back with a testament of horrors
Neighbors and doctors pitied mum and dad
The
There is an old man howling in my chest
A man decrepit in demeanor and morals alike
He\'s starving for unholy tricks of youth
The youth he never had the chance to visit
Caged as he was in his
I hear you vaguely as I glide
Down the steep memory lane
Which turns your sayings into postcards
I am succombing once again
To all the people that I was
To every I and eye that mark the
They live in a room of macramé and china
Grandmother\'s knitting cashmere and fates
Her eyes lighten air with a pretense of wisdom
Her agelessness hypnotizes each atom of dust
Lulling
The fences are covered in must
Shriveled throughout their adherence to fur and fairies
Scribbled with centuries-old stories of mankind
Mankind shrunk under binoculars
Mankind in a loop with a
The pink lay dormant in a belly
It may as well have been for an eternity
For all it cared,
Aging without becoming was hardly a problem
If not a privilege per se
But when it did come out, months
I’m in a wondrous maze each time I see you pass,
An alien to my infatuation,
A proud non-observant.
In all my lack of hopes, I’m almost just a man
A minstrel, how foolish, to make of you my
I watch you
You don’t see me
You don’t know that I am…
I’m not the world, but I can be anyone in it
Every eye gazing at you,
Watching you dream in the trolley,
Witnessing your evasions
In
Gentle thumbs, feminine thumbs
Fondle my forehead like autumn chill
Imogene, so fair and dumb,
She grasps my thoughts until they’re shrunk
And sweeps the branches of my headache
Under her
I’m out there, on the gray side of the door
Where there are only particles of me
Spun madly by sour winds
A monolith chipped off,
Its sound obtuseness turned into infinite question marks,
The
Your smile emerges from a numb street
Your sayings sooth me and reveal
Teeth I could trust, moved forth and then receding
Within the fuzzy vowels of your complacent wisdom.
You’ve entered a
It’s funny years should pass so negligently,
Sprawling a cunning string of unevents –
What has occurred is somehow poor and toothless
I cannot grab a sense of me throughout.
Pains go numb, but