Before I sleep

Living in the darkness, away from curious eyes , hidden away from the rest of the world ,I dwell in my little corner all alone, always wearing a smile trying to lie to myself what I really feel...and cursing the day of my birth...slowly I embrace and accept the cold touch of death...I do not ask for salvation I only hope for my presence to be forgotten and my name never spoken again...and so I close my eyes one more time wishing that this will be the last time I ever have to open them again