Crying

Crying my soul out for you Like I never knew you, I’m trying to do this every day And forget you pushed me away. I’ve told you that “I’ll be strong” I’ve told you “Plz don’t get me wrong” I tried to forget that this never happened But meeting you and loving Made my heart feel trapped. I’m looking back in time I’m trying to see That meeting you was easier That my life should be. “Everything happens for a reason” I’ve read it somewhere Sometimes I believe it Sometimes I swear That loving you wasn’t easy Without you I’m not me Not anymore; I’m just busy Adoring You, like I Adore Me. Here is me, again and again Trying to get you But I don’t pretend Anything from this love That never consumed itself I want everything from above A love I can’t pretend, That is happy and free As life in general should be. Everything I wrote it here Means I have a twisted mind, But try to understand me I’m just going blind. Blinded by a love That should never happened Blinded by my thoughts That are always trapped. In time, in space Inside my own voice In love in general And I have no choice Beside loving you, like I love me Beside this love I see My heart smashed in pieces Like you did to me ( and you don’t know it). So here I, am in the corner, Crying my soul out for you Cause nothing you’ve said was true And you still believe you’re the owner? And I’m still crying…