Some nights between us..

There’s something I have to do To feel my heart close to you, I have to be strong Plz don’t get me wrong! But all I want is you All I dream is you I want you to see Bcz you don’t talk to me! I know I’ve been bad And that you’re still mad, But plz try to understand I wanted to be free again. That’s why I’m writing you To make my wish come true I want to be friends again And talk about anything! I don’t know what I’ve done I don’t know what I’ve said You were the first one That pushed me away. From the moment I’ve meet you You made me feel good I tried to get you Even if I shouldn’t. I tried to go on Like I never knew you Tried to make some sence But my thoughts consumed me! Every night I go to sleep I’m thinking of you I’m trying to forget That I’ve meet you. But you’re voice is in my head Your smile on my face I feel you close to me Hugging me like no one else. I’ve talked to friends I’ve talked to God I tried to be sober I tried to be not. I know you don’t want me I don’t deserve it to But plz try to see I’m only in love with you. I promised to be good And leave you in peace But my heart is stronger Than my reason is. All I ever wanted Was to live again Next to you I did that You were my only “friend”. Plz don’t be mad at me I’m not trying to get you I want to be friends Or forget I’ve meet you. I’ll see what life will bring me Next time I’ll be in love But from this moment on I want nothing from above. I have one last request To be a better man And don’t show this to anyone Just pretend you understand.