I will not wear the socks of sadness
I wore this long winter
pieces of ice into my violet veins
which I wear
just to prove I`m alive
hi hi
not even the heavy boots
let me forget this ice
which connects my chest to the chest of
no idea whom
perhaps of a God that became tangible
since I`ve been yelling behind this door with a blue key

so many broken words on this tile
how screams get out of this stranger
that I have once loved
with all my skin
over the wrong body

now my veins look at me with reproach
of the sadness that drowns them
the boots, the socks do not chase away
this cold which you offer me
with every bouquet
of loneliness together


I will not wear the socks of sadness
I take one step with my newborn foot
over your glance
and forget
and forget